Tuesday, March 30, 2010

RISE IN PEACE honoring fallen solja Eric Toscano


via Celina: 
This young man had a good personality he knew what he wanted just had got excepted to Chico state, had a beautiful smile, he's hella funny, if he saw you feeling down he would cheer you up and do something silly to make you laugh. He was a force at skyline academically advanced in Upward Bound, and played on the football team. I could always talk to him, he listened and heard me like no other friend, i came to him about relationship advice. He leaves this planet with his lil sister who he said many times, he wanted to do good so she could be proud and look up to him. He stayed 7800 and despite being exposed to a lot of violence, named after his uncle who was killed, he managed to stay out of a gang life, which makes it that much more sad that he lost his life to a bullet. According to his grandma he was shot in the head outside his house by a drive way, 3 of his friends were injured. 


(Kristi Holohan designed this beautiful portrait that will be on tshirts, Celina Lopez took the photo and I interviewed her and transcribed her words for this post)

Also check back this young sis is making moves and all that she does is honoring her bruh bruh who lost his life way too young. RISE IN PEACE in you knew him and want to say something to honor him (no haterjabber) please email me, or make a comment.


2 comments:

Anonymous said...

NEVER SAT DOWN WITH ERIC TO REALLY TALK BUT I DID GREET HIM A FEW TIMES PASSING BY SWITCHING CLASS PERIODS,
STRANGE THAT IN DREAMS I SEE THIS YOUNG MAN, A SENSE OF FAMILIARITY OVERCAME THE ENVIRONMENT, AT A FAMILY DINNER, WITH A BLACK JACKET AND GOLD FRONTS AND SURROUNDED BY AMBIANCE OF JOY AND WELL BEING, AND WITH RED CHAIRS AND A ROYAL VIBE TO IT, THE LOOK ON HIS FACE, SAME HAIR, BUT THE EXPRESSION WAS FRUSTRATED, SILENT, ANGRY, SAD, HE DIDN'T WANT TO DIE! NOT THIS WAY NOT NOW, FUCK!, NOT EVER BECAUSE HE WANTED TO LIVE FOREVER! HE FELT HE COULD LIVE FOREVER CAUSE HE SENSED A GREAT POWER WITHIN HIMSELF AND THATS WHAT MADE ERIC ERIC! HUMBLE SIMPLE DUDE WITH A LOVE FOR LIFE AND HIS FOLKS,, HE HAD A HEART THAT COULD TURN A COLD SOUL, ALTHOUGH HES SPEECHLESS IN DREAMS, HIS EYES SAY HE MISSES HIS MOM, SISTERS, TIAS, UNCLES, PRIMAS AND BROTHERS, YOU CAN SEE HIS EYES WATERING BUT HES NOT CRYING, ERIC NEEDS YOU TO LIVE YOUR LIFE, BE HAPPY AND CELEBRATE, EVENTHOUGH NO ONE HAS THE ABILITY TO NEGOTIATE HOW YOU SHOULD FEEL, REMEMBER HOW HE MADE AN IMPACT IN YOUR LIFE, WHAT YOU LEARNED FROM HIM, WHAT HE LEFT IMPRINTED IN YOU AND USE THAT TO GET WELL AND PAST THE GRIEVANCE OF A BRIGHT YOUNG MAN AND BETTER YOURSELF AS WELL AS THOSE AROUND YOU DYING YOUNG IS PAINFUL BRUH, ITS NOT WHATS NOT THERE ANYMORE, ITS WHAT YOU LEAVE BEHIND.

ALL THIS STIRS UP THOUGHTS THAT YOU WANT TO LIVE FOREVER AND WHEN YOU FEEL YOU WANT TO LIVE FOREVER NOTHING CAN STOP YOU AND WHEN YOURE AT THE TOP DROP A LOVE BOMB ON EM, THEYLL THANK YOU SOON ENOUGH

Anonymous said...

CANT BELEIVE HE'S GONE...I STILL REMEMBER WHEN I SAW HIM AT SKYLINE EVERYDAY ...HE WOULD STAY SMILIN ND ALWAYS GAVE ME A HUG AS HE SAW ME PASS AND B HELLUH SILLY..I REMEMBR A TIME WHEN WE WENNT TO ALAMEDA TOGETHER FOR HALLOWEEN AND WE KICKED IT THE WHOLE NIGHT DOEN HELLA CRAZY SHITT...I WILL ALWAYS MISS EM ...HE ALWAYS MADE ME SMILE AND HIS MEMORIE WILL B KEPT ALIVE WITH EVERYONE THAT REMMEBERS AND LOVES HIM...REST IN PEACE ERIC ....I STILL REMEMBER THE TIME AT SKYLINE WHEN YOU MADE ME STAY WATCH YOU PLAY AFTER SKOO...LOVE AND MISS YOU ....REST IN PARADISE ERIC TOSCANO